There is no neutrality; there is no middle ground.

‘Normalcy’ is just the average of all the ups and downs. Love and hate trade places like two sides of the same coin. Thai women are digital; they have switches for hot/cold, sweet/sour, sweet/bitchy, and ultimately, on/off. I don’t. I’m connected to everything and everyone I’ve ever met by invisible strings that bend and stretch, but never break. I don’t know how to ‘dump’ someone any more than I know how to seek confrontation. I’d rather be taken advantage of a thousand times than knowingly take advantage of someone else once. My conscience is relatively clean; my closet’s not.